My struggles to be a Mother are chronicled in this blog. This blog was started after I got my third positive pregnancy test. I had hoped that the 3rd time was going to be a charm, but I have since lost that one too. I still have hope that I will be able to have a healthy baby of my own someday despite having three angel babies. Things changed when I felt a lump on my breast . . . my journey now includes breast cancer treatment. I have no idea if I can still be a mother after this . . .
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Thursday, February 17, 2011
Today was my due date for my second pregnancy :-(
I am handling it ok I guess . . . I had to write the date several times at work today and each time I was reminded that today should have been a happy day (even if I didnt have baby on that date) . . . and I am seeing lots of pictures of ladies who just had their babies . .. I am truly happy for them, just a little sad. Trying to distract myself . . . and stop thinking that if I keep this up I will have due dates every month . . . so far I have February, September and November . . .
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That was me last week. (((HUGS)))
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