I thought I posted the link here, but I started a new blog to describe everything cancer related. It just seemed wrong to keep using the same blog I was using to try and conceive, especially as chemo affects fertiliy :-(
breastcancerat38.blogspot.com
My struggles to be a Mother are chronicled in this blog. This blog was started after I got my third positive pregnancy test. I had hoped that the 3rd time was going to be a charm, but I have since lost that one too. I still have hope that I will be able to have a healthy baby of my own someday despite having three angel babies. Things changed when I felt a lump on my breast . . . my journey now includes breast cancer treatment. I have no idea if I can still be a mother after this . . .
Background
Wednesday, May 23, 2012
Wednesday, May 2, 2012
Pictures
Yesterday I had a Doctors appointment - it is in preparation for my bigger appointment tomorrow. They were gathering some information on my case . . . including pictures, yikes!!! Yeah, pictures of me undressed - they gave me these little disposable undies and then took pictures of me from every angle - yikes!!!
Then after that I got to walk across a hallway in a gown . . . thankfully they gave me 2 gowns so no free shows. Then I got to be fondled by a doctor. Fun times. The first of many, I'm sure.
I did get a pathology report that said it was grade 3 (the fastest/most aggressive growing kind) and the largest portion was 0.4cm. I have to ask more about the size because the mass I feel is much bigger than 0.4cm . . . the doc yesterday said it was like 6cm x 3cm . . . but that could be the fat necrosis?? If the size is 0.4cm, that is really small, which is good. Definitely one of my burning questions.
Oh and I kindof feel like I am coming down with a cold . . . my throat is a little scratchy, but I wouldnt be surprised given what I have been through in the last week . . . I took yesterday off work and slept until 10:30 which was nice, and I would have probably slept longer if I didn't have an appointment.
Then after that I got to walk across a hallway in a gown . . . thankfully they gave me 2 gowns so no free shows. Then I got to be fondled by a doctor. Fun times. The first of many, I'm sure.
I did get a pathology report that said it was grade 3 (the fastest/most aggressive growing kind) and the largest portion was 0.4cm. I have to ask more about the size because the mass I feel is much bigger than 0.4cm . . . the doc yesterday said it was like 6cm x 3cm . . . but that could be the fat necrosis?? If the size is 0.4cm, that is really small, which is good. Definitely one of my burning questions.
Oh and I kindof feel like I am coming down with a cold . . . my throat is a little scratchy, but I wouldnt be surprised given what I have been through in the last week . . . I took yesterday off work and slept until 10:30 which was nice, and I would have probably slept longer if I didn't have an appointment.
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